Thursday, July 24, 2008

反省中...

阴天, 下雨, 我淋在雨里, 边走边思考一下我最近"错误的生活态度". 一个月之前烫的方便面头发, 本来就越来越乱, 今天淋淋雨正好让我看起来更象丐帮正式成员.

"说实话, 你写在blog上的那些东西, 有谁看哪?"
我写的东西不是为了给别人看的, 也不全是为了给我自己看, 而是为了抒发我自己的情绪, 缓解我自己的心情. 可能若干年以后它会成为我朝花夕拾的素材. visitors map我删掉了, 省得"浪费宝贵的时间"来每天好奇地数星星.

我一直"不努力向上", "不积极进取", "不自律", "不实际", "不脚踏实地", "不会安排自己的时间", "不知道健康地生活", 我在bbs上"不低调","不稳重". 这些你说得都对. 我得深刻地反省, 接下来好好地改正.


*以上引号中的部分是引自昨夜12点到1点某人打来电话中他对我所说的话.

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

能坚持写博是件很难得的事情,这点俺有亲身体会。鼓励一下。

Anonymous said...

I regularly check your blog. I add it into my favorite fold in the company computer and check your blog almost every week day :)

I am glad to read those touching stories between you and Xiao. They made me believe love can be long lasting. Just made me feel sad about myself. But, but very very happy for you.

Yu

狒狒 said...

谢谢楼上两位朋友的鼓励.

sometimes i know i'm a little too emotional, but i gotta let it out by writing with my heart, which may be either good or bad.

'just keep being yourself'.
yeah, i know. will try.

从冬到夏 said...

我不太来,不过每次都会把你写的东西从上次停的地方接起来都看一遍,很是喜欢。你的真诚,你的小女人心态,你的实心实意,说实在的我是既羡慕又佩服。跟着自己的心走就好了。